Fueled by Desire

From time to time I get restless, need a new challenge, get itchy feet some might say. That time is coming around again. I have some choices to make and will be making them very soon. For now, in a restless mood I created this poem. I hope you like it and that it touches something inside you.

Fuelled by desire
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It's freedom I want, I just want to run,
I want to be somewhere adorned by the sun.
Is it fear or destiny hate anger or greed,
or a lust for adventure, my will to be freed.

I want freedom and liberty, adventure and fun,
to be happy belong, be all I can become.

The sunlight on my body the breeze on my clothes,
the feel of the rain the touch of the snows.
The wind in the trees the lightning's sharp sound,
the sounds of horses speeding fast over ground.

The touch of another punctuated by smiles,
the faces that frown I slap and meanwhile,
the simplicity of laughter the lust for a chase
with the thrill of adventure and life mapped out in haste.

I know I'll survive when it all comes around
its what I want so I know it, I feel it, I've found
a piece of me hidden, wrapped up in old clothes
reopened like Christmas it's gold and it glows.
Like a light in the darkness kept hidden and safe
awaiting a circumstance to be revealed and put in place

Soon to be fashioned in modern ways you see,
not long now and all will be, me.

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As always, comments are welcome and most appreciated. Thanks.
Andy

Let it out

Is it any wonder why you're suffering?
tail in the dirt
Is it any wonder why you're suffering?
when you've been left in the lurch
Is it any wonder why your hearts breaking
when you're so out of touch
Is it any wonder why your heart's aching
when you're so out of love

Forever seem such a long time
to be without a guide
and now your times getting short
it's all going to fast

Your love is there
it feels like its going to burst

if you don't let it out.
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Where are you?

You're flitting around
with nothing to do
your hearts in a mess
your head is confused
Flinching to believe in yourself
doubting your power
your joy, your wealth

Where are you
where are you?

Believe in your love,
your light, your power
hold it inside
bathe in its happy side
watch it unfold

Where are you
where are you?

When you find it, let me know
so i can believe in where i can go
Its must be so simple
easy to see
easy to become all i can be

Where are you
what is it to be
how can i find it
deep inside me.

Where are you
where are you?
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Poem

Over the bridge of her nose,
she looked down at me
she held my secret for no-one to see.
her absolute power showed in her face
as she slapped me she grinned
left me aching in disgrace.

I tried to recover
that sense of fresh will
to hide my own naure
oh god for a pill.

To end this ache
this masque and disguise
to hide all the lonleyness
i feel deep inside.

I feel like the man following the rest
alone in this world not more, but, less.
I'm different and scared
searching my soul which i bare
the truth that i hold with infinite care
is like a light in a cell deep in my soul
the floor of my dungeons so achingly cold

I feel like i'm waiting
for time to unravel
my dust free feet longing to travel
Hold on my love
for now i must wait, ground myself
and find a home base

I know that in time
all will be free
and i will become and learn
to be, me.
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